taste, fantasy

You could be the favourite taste to touch my tongue.

Who am I? I wouldn’t know if you asked me.

Or maybe…

I am a Moonchild dancing with the shadows.

I am a monster crying in a forest.

I am a fairy hiding behind the trees.

I am a ghost setting free.

I am a raven becoming a fume.

please save me

please rescue me

Lately, I’ve been thinking about my life. Where do I go?

Is there an answer that tells me why I live and die?

I’ve been asking lately, but there are no answers.

Am I alive?

Is there Life before Death?

You could be my favourite faded fantasy.

ravens, crows

A three-eyed raven.

What do you see when you look at the Future?

I saw terrible things… I saw shouts, shadows, lost souls.

I saw ravens and crows, flying around me.

They are everywhere, I feel their wings touching me face.

And then, in that crowd, I saw it.

The three-eyed raven.

I followed it through the darkness.

In the silence. 

There the road began when another one ended.

And the raven at the crossroads,

It showed me all it had been and all that would be.

I controlled

time and speed

love and death

I could see into your mind

I could see into your soul.

An all that was true. 

orchids, oleanders

Have I told you lately that… you make me real?

I feel the wind. I spread my wings.

I fly.

I am a Sunflower. I turn my face to the Sun.  

I am a Lily. I hang my head to hide my sorrow.

I am an Orchid. I entice you with my smell.

I am a White Oleander. Come, taste my poison.

Those lazy days, I was lying down on the floor, starring at the ceiling,

smelling that suffocating fragrance of exotic flowers and drinking about you.

Lazy calm.

Those lazy days I needed your hand on my forehead.

I needed you to calm me down, to bring the silence.

Those lazy days I was drunk by that smell, the smell of lilac, of eldelberry.

Those lazy days your head was wrapped up in my raven-black locks,

so soft, so warm, so paralyzing, so overwhelming.

Those days… I had already known I weren’t yours.

My cave is deep now,

your light is shining through.

I cover my eyes and all I see is you.