lions, beasts

he sees a cliff and a lion steps inside his dreams
there it is, with a mane blown in the winds
could someone help him see the stars in its eyes?
it's so calm, so loud, so proud, so cruel, so vile
he raises his hand to show the awe to the beast
it is wild, it is free, yet its heart is not mean
and there I am with a tattoo on myleg
he sees the mane, the wind, stars and dreams
forgets what's real, I bring him to his knees
and there I am with a lion...

and I dreamt about him last night
he was a victim

game

I caught him
when I fell in love
and he caught me
at the same time

faith, belief

when you cross a cemetery

you have to pay attention

between all those graves

between all their hands

they are touching us

but we have forgotten

and we have no faith

no more

they are kissing us

stroking our heads

sometimes don’t care

they’re invisible

so when you cross a cemetery

the ground is full of them

and the air you’re breathing

is made of love

for those who don’t believe

they have gone forever

but we know that

when we cross a cemetery

we have to look for us

one of the graves could be ours

cause  we are between the deads

fear, scream

where do bad people go when they die?

they don’t go to heaven where the angels fly

they go to a lake of fire and fry

won’t see them again unless you cry

fear

I can’t stand this day

scream

I see them and feel them

I can’t believe, I don’t want to

but they are near

in my memories

they’re waiting on the other side

my head explodes

I cover my ears

but they cry inside me

I cover my eyes

but they laugh under my eyelids

laughter

laughter

all I hear and see is laughter

there’s no you

except in my dreams tonight

august, december

I've finally figured out
we're somewhere between
between the end of the line and the middle of nowhere

here I am
in this empty space
living on my own
trying to touch the edge

I want to be good
I want to be God 

please don’t wake me

no don’t shake me

leave me where I am

I look on my fingers

lazily

I scratch my arms

time hangs

heavily

I scratch my legs

shouting your name

and there’s no escape

it started five years ago

in August, and now

do you remember September

will you stay in December

more, less

tell me

if you were to die tonight

would you be proud of yourself

of all the stars you’ve seen

of all the sunsets you’ve felt on your skin

of the music you’ve heard

and of her shoulders you’ve touched

of all those nights that ended

and of all the mornings that finally came

of your smiles

of tears you’ve left behind

or maybe

of your house

of money you’ve spent

of how much and how many

which never has and never will

matter

to me

light, gloom

Well that kind of love

is the killing kind

I am a shadow

I am a moonchild

I have no body, have I

I don’t exist, do I

I can’t stand no more, can I

I won’t survive here, will I

Who are you all

Who are all those people

passing by

am I the center

of the Universe?

I hear them

crashing

smashing

screaming

and bleeding

at night

I open my eyes

with a crash

light

enlighten me

gloom

absorb me

hey you

talk to me sometimes

I wonder

where and who are you dying with

life everlasting

been too strong for too long
been far away for far too long

I’m lying on the floor
biting my fingers
swallowing my tears
shouting and screaming

And that scary face in a corner of my room
talk to me
there’s a man in my room

the forgiveness of sins
the resurrection of the body
and the life everlasting
amen

we were born sick
but I love it
only then I am a human
only then I am clean