Thursday 26 January 2017

eternal, dark



Last night
I dreamt about dying

good night, sleep tight

there was nothing all around me
but I was conscious

good night, sleep tight

sweet dreams, baby
see, nights have been created
to accustom us
to eternal darkness
that will come

soon

Saturday 21 January 2017

gwynnbleidd



Gwynnbleidd.

two thousand miles away
he walks upon the coast
his milk white hair
like a storm

his yellow eyes
as yellow as a wolf’s eyes

his face and his back
a constellation of scars

his steps
silent
there’s no sound

Gwynnbleidd means
the White Wolf

you seem so far and away

Friday 13 January 2017

shout, scream

Shout
I am shouting while I’m looking on my fingers

Scream
I am screaming when I look into my eyes

Pain
it’s so painful to think about all those things
that ever happened to us

Shout
I wanna hear you shouting out your guilt

Scream
I wanna hear you screaming our names

Pain
I want you to feel that pain
that  you caused

and that will never go away

Sunday 13 November 2016

lions, beasts

he sees a cliff and a lion steps inside his dreams
there it is, with a mane blown in the winds
could someone help him see the stars in its eyes?
it's so calm, so loud, so proud, so cruel, so vile
he raises his hand to show the awe to the beast
it is wild, it is free, yet its heart is not mean
and there I am with a tattoo on myleg
he sees the mane, the wind, stars and dreams
forgets what's real, I bring him to his knees
and there I am with a lion...

and I dreamt about him last night
he was a victim

game

I caught him
when I fell in love
and he caught me
at the same time


Thursday 3 November 2016

faith, belief

when you cross a cemetery
you have to pay attention

between all those graves
between all their hands
they are touching us
but we have forgotten
and we have no faith
no more

they are kissing us
stroking our heads
sometimes don’t care
they’re invisible

so when you cross a cemetery
the ground is full of them
and the air you’re breathing
is made of love

for those who don’t believe
they have gone forever

but we know that

when we cross a cemetery
we have to look for us
one of the graves could be ours

cause  we are between the deads

Tuesday 1 November 2016

fear, scream

where do bad people go when they die?
they don’t go to heaven where the angels fly
they go to a lake of fire and fry
won’t see them again unless you cry

fear
I can’t stand this day
scream
I see them and feel them
I can’t believe, I don’t want to
but they are near

in my memories
they’re waiting on the other side

my head explodes
I cover my ears
but they cry inside me
I cover my eyes
but they laugh under my eyelids

laughter
laughter
all I hear and see is laughter

there’s no you
except in my dreams tonight


Tuesday 25 October 2016

august, december

I've finally figured out
we're somewhere between
between the end of the line and the middle of nowhere

here I am
in this empty space
living on my own
trying to touch the edge

I want to be good
I want to be God 

please don’t wake me
no don’t shake me
leave me where I am

I look on my fingers
lazily
I scratch my arms
time hangs
heavily
I scratch my legs
shouting your name
and there’s no escape

it started five years ago
in August, and now
do you remember September
will you stay in December